exams gonna start soon in no time and i am still bloggin..haven touch on maths at all and haven finish my chinese and have finish econs. wtf. i am such a failure. but anyway since its last minute, i shall give the best last minute i could. chinese die also must get A and tat is sth i must really secure. as for econs, i hope for a D at least. maths at least maybe an E. hai. *praying hard*

anyway, received an email from wj. was kinda surprised given the fact that i din talk to him much for the whole year and after we broke up, perhaps we haven talk more than 20 sentences for this one and a half years and since i am a talkative person, 20 sentences is really little. well, the email is one that is forwarded and i guess its to ppl he din talk often to..ppl like me. and so it mentions in e email bout me still bein his friend and stuff...haha..and all those lame lengthy stuff so i guess i wasted my time reading it. to be honest, e idea me and him might get back together again flashed across my mind at times, but the main thing is that this idea actually made me feel disgusted at myself and sometimes at him. =P but deep down i already noe that its like a for sure thing that its impossible le. cos i already have not the teeniest liking for him anymore..haha..not even much for a fren either. quite sad right? maybe its a bit evil and narrow minded of me to be this way, but i really cant help it. the relationship between me and him can only be something of a superficial nature i guess. so yea. perhaps the topic bout him jus keep comin up and it is jus plain irritating, but hey....i never like (shall not use the word love) someone that much before. =D

being a les jus seem like a better choice sometimes cos guys can be really disappointing man. but for most gals like me? single is still e best presently.