i'm desperate already. i am now damn desperate cos i am not studyin. and i am freakin scared. i shud start preparing myself to go poly man... fuck. i hate myself. why didnt i work harder?! i cant blame anyone else except myself which is the most irritating thing. urgh.

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pw gave me a big chocolate cake for me b'dae! haha. apparently an early gift but anyway the cake is damn nice tho quite sweet. =D

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i need to go look for my prom stuff. now i need to spend money again. and not on sth i could use daily. oh well. i guess this dress i'm gonna buy will have to see me thru all major events which require me to wear dress ba. hahaha.