For the first time in my life...i've seen someone using a blog literally as it is and using it plain...as in no blogskin or anything...amazing right??? well, at least for me, it was amazing esp since the person blogged is a guy and i normally jus stereotype all guys as tech-savvy...haha. oh wells.

got my Alevel results on fri..turned out better den i expected it but my parents tho happy with my two As are unhappy with my D...BUT hey..i have nv been good in maths and its a miracle tat i PASSED maths C... considering the fact tat i gt F throughout the 2 yrs there with only an AO pass durin my promos...AND i am super upset as well since my mum apparently is attempting to "discourage" me from takin up chinese in uni....and askin me to study econs or sth instead! fuck la. i'm not good in maths and she's always forcin me to take up maths. i'm swearin off maths for good now...been struggling this damn subject for so long le leh.....................hai...dunno wad to tell her. tell her also she'll say i am shoutin at her...but cant she understand tat wad i am tryin to convey to her?! yes, my sis took LEP so it justified her choice of majoring in chinese and ME who took ONLY CLA cant justify my choice of studyin chinese??? i've made the mistake of not workin hard for my O's and now tat i did better yet she denies me of wad i had wanted and wad i was pursuing..den wad else she wants me to do?? force myself to study which i did in e past??? when i entered jc, i listened to her and took maths..not tat i am tryin to blame her, but all i wanted was for her to be happy and be proud of my grades since i disappointed her enuff durin pri and sec skool...yet now do i still have to listen to her or shud i choose wad i feel like doin??? i'm not sure anymore...i'm more lost den ever cos of these..to think i was still so happy thinkin tat i could finally study the subjects i want....fuck la.